A former paramilitary goes to unusual lengths to seek atonement for his part in the Troubles in Northern Ireland. A former paramilitary goes to unusual lengths to seek atonement for his part in the Troubles in Northern Ireland. A former paramilitary goes to unusual lengths to seek atonement for his part in the Troubles in Northern Ireland. A former paramilitary goes to unusual lengths to seek atonement for his part in the Troubles in Northern Ireland.